o say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way
But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed....
nice phrase, funni how love changed frenships, people dnt seem to realise that lovers are frens afterall...very very gd frens tat we hurt when the other hurts...hmmm love is a weird thing, hmm it makes people do totalli opposite things, and the thin line it draws is wher lovers have to sit,,,
lemme explain tat, hmm they say in love dnt change coz its nt love but compromise if u change, yet they also say love changes u into a better person? contradictory yet on the contrary it makes sense that change is necessary....but too muc can spell doom...there are mani such contradicition love spews out yet we cant seem to fall out of it..
hmm they say the onli thing that doesnt change is change itself, i knw i am in love coz u make me wanna do things, i am sum1 whu needs to be ushed and lack in confidence, the thought of u and lookin at u makes me feel strong enuff to conquer the world, i had to do DJing for butter factory the other day, it was a last min kinda thing and i was so scared that i was shiverin in the blisterin sun, inside the chilled place i was sweatin near the DJ console, hmmm i was so nervous of cock ups and i even had to cue the models for their fashion show and i was under so much pressure to deliver a good show...i was confident tat i wld screw up and i asked U for luck and jus ur two words of good luck made me suddenli so confident, it was like suddenli i cld take on anithin, the crowd seemed nuffin adn i was like so cool that the managin director came up to me and was like i like ur cool, haha....similiarli so mani other times thinkin of u and i wanna change myself, i want to work out, get my license, sumtimes even things arm wrestlin i jus chant ur name and i m confident enuff to win, ur my lucki charm and ur my guardian angel, i knw i love u coz u make me feel so special when i jus tink of u, i like the butterflies in my stomach when i see ur name in the msg, i like it when i tink of u and i jus say i love u yet despite u being miles away i feel a certain nervousness, although we rareli talk now ur memori alone sumtimes pushes me forward and for tat alone i say i need u and i love u, i have a horrible past and i knw my sincerity can be questioned but i cant find a way to tell u how much u mean to me or tat mi sincerity to u has no limits, karma is dealin me a evil blow here and i hope i cld erase away wat i did and my onli dream nowadays is ur realisation tat mi love for u is true, oh gosh my princess i love u, i know no other way to say nor no other words to say than i love u
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